What the hell is wrong with me?! I wish I can find an answer for that question. I wasn't so much of an expressing child or a talking person, or at least I see myself that way, and when it comes to express I get defensive "don't know why!". "I like being alone. At least I convince myself I'm better off that way", but I'm not happy being alone and I'm not happy being among people either.
I wish for something and when I feel it will come to me I panic and don't know whether I really wanted it or not. Too much contradictions, confusion, self pressure. So what the hell is wrong with me?!
I wish for something and when I feel it will come to me I panic and don't know whether I really wanted it or not. Too much contradictions, confusion, self pressure. So what the hell is wrong with me?!
